Getting this off my chest (:

Okayyyy, so this is going to be nothing to do with my media studies homework, (which I should really get started on) I've just had a shit day, and people seem to want to talk about theirselves so this is the only place I could think of for me to vent. It's a possitive that I know there's not a chance in the world that the people this is about would read this. Stellaaar! :)
Okay lets go with person A.
You my friend, are a complete cock. You need to fucking stop ignoring me for some pathetic reason and not telling me why, then fucking forbidding your girlfriend from talking to me. I mean, WHAT THE FUCK! You can't fucking tell her what to do or who she can talk to. She's guna fucking loose all her fucking friends because of you. She has a life beyond you, you ignorant twat. And how the hell can you expect me to know what I've done so bloody wrong anyway? ONe minute your fine, the next you fucking hate my guts. GROW UP! And the most annoying thing about this? It's her fault. You should never have let her back in. She fucks you up, she fucked us up before, and now your letting her do it all over again? Whats wrong with you? Don't even bother trying to give me that shit about 'hating her', because it's a load of bull* and everyone can see it. You've changed for her all over again. Stupid pikeys. Why don't you learn?
Fuck you. Fuck everything to do with you. Fuck talking to you. Fuck being sorry. I'm always fucking sorry when it comes down to you, just because well to be frank, when you argue with someone, you go too far. And I'd like to avoid that thanks. Do what you like, I'm not going to appoligise when I have no idea what I've done. Nice way to throw away a year ini' mate. :)
Person number 2. I want to scream at you, so loudly sometimes. Just grab you and shake you till your back with me, to how we used to be. Your always different when he's around. I realise he comes first, which is fair enough, but for god sake, he doesn't actually care. He has her now. You know one of the most annoying things about this? Well there's a few actually. But everyone always asks if we're together. Or say that we should be. I mean, I don't see it myself. And no doubt neither do you, clearly. But it's horrible hearing it all the time, like it's a reminder that you don't want me like that anymore. Well maybe you do. But you most likely don't. I never know with you. I'll never forgive you for when you left. I never actually accepted when people told me you were that find of person, to just use someone. Maybe I should have listened to them. But it's been too long now for me to turn back on all of this. I've lost so fucking much for you, you've put me through so much shit. You never could meet me half way. It's horrible having to see you all the time, I never know what to do. I don't know what to do right now. I'm so convinced something will happen on saturday, but that's only because I know what your like when you've been drinking. Robin's was proof of that. But then, what if something does happen? What's school going to be like on monday? I know you'll just end up ashamed like last time, deny anything ever happened and make me look like some desperate slag. Why do I still fucking want you after everything that you've done? I can't trust you. You've hurt me so many times, why do I take it, over and over again? But you changed me. You made me happy and so unhappy at the same time. But it was worth it. Sometimes I wish I could do so many things different. I'd make you listen to me when I warned you about her. I wouldn't let you leave when you did. I'd make things harder for you so that you couldn't just walk away as many times as you did. But sometimes I want you so bad I just can't even look at you. I'll find a way to make things better. But knowing my luck, I'll just make them worse. But i'm not goign to give up trying. It's too late to give up.

I want you mine
Coz when I see your eyesCoz everything everything makes me think of you
And everything everything that I wanna do
I'm wanting you to stay
Why am I running away?
Coz when you hold my hand
I try to pretend
I'm not feeling like I do

I know you can see now when you look at me
I want you, so tell me now

Do you? Do you? Want me too?

Think of you

And everything everything that I wanna do

I know you can see now when you look at me

I want you, so tell me now

Do you? Do you? Want me too?

VERONICAS FTW! Well fun when sung loudly :D

LMFAO. Yeah I think I'm done now. Peacee out.