Love is a terrible thing..

HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO IT. Why? Why fucking ask me out, I mean I realise you'd been drinking but seriously, you weren't that gone. 'I dont want to hurt you any more' fucking hell your full of bullshit aren't you. Now I have to fucking pick up the pieces to the mess that you made. I didn't even agree to ebing with you ffs and you went and told everyone. You know I loved you.  GOD I knew it was fucking lies. Everything. It's just lies. You. Everything about you. It's just a lie. You've never been real. You've never fucking opened up to anyone. You can't even tell me how you feel. Never actually have set me straight on that. But I should have guessed when I noticed that you could never look at me straight, yeah I know, there's a problem with my fucking face but sorry, I can't fucking fix that. Most people have been able to look past how I look, but not you. Your so fucking shallow and egotistic, you think your so fucking amazing and too good for anyone. Your such a fucking cunt, all you do is hurt people and lie. WHY FUCKING DO IT. Oh yeah lets see how things go, oh yeah everyone me and Rach are together now. WTF. Next morning; I don't thinka relationship is the right thing, I dont want to lie to you... BLAFUCKINGBLA GET FUCKED YOU CUNT. Can't believe you left it to me to tell everyone it was over. If you could even say there was anything to be over. We were only 'together' a few hours. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of how you fuck me about all the fucking time. Yeah I lvoe you but wtf, love means nothing to you. I'm better of without you. Don't even bother talking to me at school tomorrow. Your dead to me. I never actually thought you could hurt me this much, but hey, here we are. Good luck to who ever your next fucking victim is. She'll never love you like I did.